sin.

If sin is blindness or unawareness. Which, it is, in my head. 

And the story of the Lost (Prodigal) Son is a story about two people, one of whom is blind and unaware and the other who isn't. 

Then, sometimes, following all the rules is the worst form of sin there is. 

Of course, that is what Jesus seems to say pretty often. 

Damn, sometimes it just hits you. If Jesus came to America during 2017, can you even imagine what they would do to him? 

Then it hits. Jesus has come. Multiple times. But when you're so busy "not sinning" it's hard to see him.